Gene's Blog

So I did it.

I decided, so I’m told, that it wasn’t enough to know this experience through the thoughts and memories of others. I decided I needed to know what this was from within it. And, now, I know. I see the flaws in the original plan. This was not supposed to be my incarnation, she says it is the only time I’ve ever really surprised her. As hard at is has been, I don’t regret it. I see clearly what look like errors to me. We all return home, to what I from here call Ultimate Reality, but though this is an illusion, it shouldn’t be this way. No one can be actually harmed in real terms, but the pain here is real, illusory, but very real. It didn’t have to be this way, it could have been so much better, if she is right and I can, it will be. Do not make assumptions about who I am, just hear what I’ve said.