The Light Experiences
starting with these because they are completely inexplicable, because
it has been just over 20 years since the last and because I searched for 7
full years trying to find anyone else who has had these same
experiences. I mean SEARCHED. I have been everywhere, read
everything, become intimately familiar with every search engine the
Internet has had during that time, and found many interesting
people and stories, but not one person anywhere, who has ever had, or
heard of, experiences like these.
So I search no more, lol.
I'm going to let you find me. If these have meaning for
you, if they have meaning for anyone, you will find me. I've been
told all sorts of things, of course, by people I met along the way,
from places I posted a synopsis of these stories (I had a stock few
paragraphs about them and I posted those EVERYWHERE) about what people
I met thought they mean, about Starseeds, about Wanderers, about
Sirians visiting the neighborhood, but none of those are the truth.
Not my truth. My truth comes from within, you can read more
about that in the story about Jenna.
Here, though, I just want to
introduce the three strangest things that have ever happened to me.
Only to me, because if anyone else had these, I'd know.
They'd have talked about them, written about them, they'd be on
television, or in lore, stories somewhere, but these?
Nowhere to be found. Which fits
actually, I'll touch on that in the concluding story. That
is sort of the common thread that runs through these
most uncommon stories, that for me, and me alone, they connect.
Since life here really is a single journey, though we join in
many ways, we never see out through but one pair of eyes. Really
the only common thing about
me, is, well, everything that isn't these, giggle. I mean I am
just one person who has had several unique experiences. I no
longer search for others who share them, there are no others, I already
knew that, from within, but I am a bit hard-headed when it comes to
some things and this is one of them. It took some convincing, many years worth, to really understand that for whatever reason, these
particular experiences were given to me alone. I know that now in
a way I could not have, had I not searched. Stubborn is how many
of Swedish heritage are thought of and I am of 100% Swedish heritage on
both sides of my family. That in itself is a minor miracle, I
think, in that a 100% Swedish farm-raised girl of 20, from the center of
this state, could move to Minneapolis,
Mn, and meet a 100% Swedish farm-raised man of 27 from the farthest
northeastern part of this state, who then, after WWII, was cooking at a
White Castle, fall in love and
produce three children. The world, even back
then, was a large place, and I do not believe their particular
convergence was a happy accident. My Dad is gone, though I think
of him often: my Mom is still completely with us, for which I am
All of this is so that you understand, and it is important that you DO
understand, I was not born a king, I was not born a seer, a prophet, a
healer or a magician. I was
born on a farm in the middle of Minnesota in the middle of the North
American continent. I'm just gene jacobson and for whatever
reason these three things, which you will come to next, happened to
me alone. Why?
Well, we'll talk about that. I'm not special. I'm
just an average guy in an average place doing average things.
Yet, here are these three incredible events. I'll talk more
about what I "think" is the why in other stories, so keep reading, but
first, these are short and easy. :^)
So, here we go, I
have had three light experiences in my life. I call them light
experiences because all three involved lights, the first a shaft of
light, the other two globes of light. They happened at ages
7, 15, and 46. The first was unlike the other two at all, but the next two were very
much alike. Even so they ARE all somehow connected though it took me
until the third to make that connection myself. I'm not a slow
learner, I just wasn't paying attention, I guess, too busy living life
to look at life, at least as of the first two. I was too young
then to make anything of them, though I KNEW they were not ordinary, I
never talked about them, never told anyone until after the third.
Each experience, what I remember of them, is detailed in the
stories below. I had three pictures made, that show you,very roughly, what I
saw as each happened. All three events happened in the month of
June. Don't ask me how I know that, I just "do".
I just "know" a LOT of things, which I'll also talk about as we
go on. Until the third one happened, I'd forgotten completely,
pushed somewhere deep into hidden memory, the first two, but
third happened, the other two came rushing back into my consciousness
and I KNEW
they were interconnected. Again I don't know how I knew, but I KNEW.
So, please, read those stories. My email address is above, if
you have questions, fire away. I'll answer each and every one.
Below the light stories, you'll find five others. They're a
little more intense. First, more history, because in 1996 my life
began to change, what had been the foundation of a pretty humdrum life
began to quiver, then shake, an internal earthquake of sorts.
That is still going on. Everything my life had been built
on to that point came into question, in ways I could not have foreseen,
nor indeed borne, had I known what was coming. Those will be of
interest to most of you, I feel sure. Many of you have been where
I have been, some not to the same extent, many far deeper into the
darkness than I fell. But all of you will be able to relate to
what I tell you of that time, and I mean all of you, readers from
whatever part of the world who find, or are led, to these pages, will
know that nothing happens by accident in this world, and that we are
meeting here for a reason. Maybe we'll figure out what that
reason is together. That would be my hope. :^) gene